I got a phone call from the police tonight. That kind of set me off. I really don't know why, the police aren't suposed to be bad people. But you know what. I kind of agree with Spider when he says you have to be careful of them. Oddly, I've not had much good expereience with police so, well I kind of feel that in itself may help explain why I feel so shitty about even hearing from them.
They had "good news" for me. I'm not sure how to take it. Clearly I need more help than I've been getting. That to me at least is clear. And the result of the good news? Well now I "Know" I won't access services that I haven't been accessing, because well I'm just a normal crazy again. So what if I assualted this person. It doesn't matter. Why? Because well the person I assaulted doesn't want to persue charges. Maybe, I could have given a case for finding something more intense. But maybe I just have to access things through the Shambhala centre. Some of that stuff is really intense. Maybe I just need time. I don't know. More daily practice. No more skipping out because I just don't feel like it.
Jigme Datse
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No more court. I didn't check to confirm that today. But apparently so.
Jigme Datse
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