This is a thought that goes through my head an aweful lot. I feel like certain people are not as good as me, and if I can't have a romantic partner, neither should they. Then the thought goes through my head that if they have a romantic partner, they must be better than me. Yet I really think, I just want someone in my life who could be a life partner. It doesn't have to be romantic, or anything like that. I just want to have that person who I can share my life with. But as you can see from earlier posts, it's hard for me to even maintain friendships. It seems really hard to understand my life at times, and I'm the one living it.
I'm sitting here waiting to go to my psychology exam. It seems like I just want to get the last bit of psychology over with. Unless I do worse than I could possibly consider doing, I think that my mark should be in the 80-95 range for the course. The worst it can be is something around 55+% and that's if I get zero on the exam, and zero on the term paper. That's not going to happen. I've got my 60% in the bag. 80% is pretty likely, I'm thinking probably fairly close to about 85-93% is where I'm going to be sitting. That sounds good to me. So we'll see. I may make it to the 95%+ mark, but I doubt it. That would be quite the stretch at this point, but doable if I do really well on this exam and term paper. I'd have to get about 98% on both I think in order to break 95%, but it's doable, but not really very likely at all.
Well, I may post later. I don't really know. I'll see how I do on the exam, then I can sit back and relax, and take on some of the more stressfull things that I've been avoiding because I didn't want to be worrying about them while writing my exam. I'm pretty relaxed, which is really good. Maybe not quite relaxed enough, but close enough to not really care all that much about changing things.
Well I guess I can go off and check out if the exam room is ready. If so, I might just sit down and relax there for 20+ minutes while waiting for the exam.
Jessica
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I really enjoy school. Sometimes it's really hard to fit the norms that they set out for you. The English was really like this this term, so I ended up dropping it, and I'm glad I did. Maybe I could have stuck it out, but it was probably better for me to not do that.
I'll be going back in September, but I'm not sure what for. It could be the Social Service Worker program, or it could be something else. I really want to get that program, and also at the very least get the second year psychology courses that are offered in Castlegar.
Well, you can see my post. I guess you're one person who's reading my blog. That's enough. I'm actually posting right now. That's a good thing. It helps me process what's going on in my life. More so than just a personal journal that I also keep.
Jessica
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